how crappy ive had to stay behind well the whole group has had to saty behind for 3 hours to do some rehursal crap O_o but get this ^_^ we just sang a song where most of it went like "blow gabriel blow" over and over also things like "blow gabe...blow gabe...blow gabe" i think its trying to tell me something lol ^_^
apprantly some guy called saul stacey yes you read it right ! likes me ? ive been told by a friend that he knows me and says he likes me and is bi so you do the math ! anyways i have no idea who he is ? so i will keep you all informed...however i am also getting interested in a girl who i want mention so its all confusing OO_Oo
oh my god draco looks like a younger spike !!!! and who as seen the pics of harry potter (or the actor who plays him) stripping for another play ? i would perfer it to be draco and snape !
okies so i have read all six of the harry potter books ^_^ their really good or so i think lol im already have heated debates with people about what is going to happen my guess is 1. snape is good! because the only reason he did that to dumbeldore was because of the unbreakable vow thing he made and it wasnt the death cures he done as dumdeldores face was like he was sleeping and snape could do curses without saying them so he could have said one thing but done another ! or they figured something out. he didnt turn and attack any of the teachers as he ran and he hardly attacked harry, also he shouted 'dont call me a coward' take that from his point of view he has to attack dumbeldore, join the death eaters putting his life on the line etc which is why he said that! 2. noone major will die and harry and ginny get together and stay together because all through the books dumbeldore keeps telling harry how love is more powerfull then dark magic and at the end of the 6th book everyone where getting together the wedding, lupin and tonks etc therre are others and most inportant harry and ginny are in love you can so tell they are ! and thats how they kill voldermort ! it powers harry and he uses it ! in the first book voldermort couldnt touch harry because of the love of harry mother so harry uses the power of love somehow but in a cool magic way lol and if harry of ginny or any of the mian people die in the 7th book or harry and ginny dont get together again i will shout stamp and cry cause harry and ginny make such a lovly pairing *smiles *
well thats my rant over with cant wait for the book to come out.
p.s. harry and malfoy so make up and they team together or somthing as malfoy is so in love with harry! everyone can see that right ?
okies i just had to post something to get rid of that little post below lol wow am i an emo :( but anyway today will be my...5th lesson and on sunday i have my first grading (orange belt) YAY they said they wouldnt put people through if they didnt think they could do the grading which is even better as that means after 5 lessons they think i can do my first grade hahaha im like ROCK LEE ^^ *does rock lees thumbs up*
OMG how did my mood change ! im having one of my ficking depression stages AGAIN i had it last night cant it just go away when i sleep ! i turn into a fucking emo *sigh* but no cutting my self...yet... and for the lamest reason ever *sarcastic tone* because im lonly ! *spits* i could at least find a good reason ! agh cant i just die ! see how long it would take people to notic ! 2 years later oh shit he is dead ! aghhhhhhhhh ! and my hormones are through the roof for a strange reason and put that with the depresson ! aghhhhhhhh shooting me would be more humane ! why must depresson hurt sooooo much *lays down and waits for death*
i had my second karate lesson last night was all fun ^^^ at the end the person training the white belts came to me and said she wants to put in in for the grading for my next belt in early dec ! after my second lesson ! i was like wow cool ! ^_^ plus i was helping the other white belts with there blokes and punches lol im like a rock lee lol
i had my first Karate lesson on mon ^_^ was great fun ^_^ i had to train along side another white belt who was half my size and age which was interesting cuz you couldnt see him behind me ! i know how dodgy that sounds ! but i picked up the movments really well as people commented on it lol at the end we done some sparing hehe i was afraid they where going to put me with the other white belt ! i could stand on him and win O_o no they put me with a BROWN belt ! i was like holy shit ! but i hit him a good few times but i feel that he didnt try his best cuz he might have hurt me but still YAY and he commented about me because of my amazing sparring hehe they better not try to get me waxing there cars or anything !
after my trip to new yourk in febuary i will pay for me and kaja to go see ob! it cost 36 perperson return on train which i think that distance is best! which is why its best that i pay for kaja as she is a poor uni student now lol OB HEAR WE COME !!!!!
i really hate working weekends ! but i need the money *sigh* its not like i have a life or anything i just want time to laze around lol i am now a fan of wait for it... love songs hehe dont know why i just really love them ^_^ *sings "no matter what"* and i just got rejucted by a girl and she was a really good friend which will put strain on that but hopefully not to much *sigh* well i dont blame her really ! well that mu sad loney depressing update for now !
i think people have stopped looking at my live journal now ! its been ages since i posted O_o no really look a the dates ! well everyone has left to go to uni and in obs case the country lol but hopefully will still be able to see then now and again ^^^ i think there both having trouble getting back on-line as none of them have been on msn and kaja hasnt updated her lj *shock* no really! even when she is sick she still updates really ! shes mentall but its a good thing lol HOPE YOU ALL GET ONLINE SOON *hugs and kisses* lol wish i could say more ! im now in my second year have some nice first years with us yummy lol have to think about uni and stuff sooooo confusing O_O temped by 2 places bournmouth cuz of the acting in movie,theatre and film course and a arts college that does just impro as thats my fav thing in drama so i really dont know but there both looking for 240 ucas points which i should be able to do if not more ^^^^ well i think i will shut up now ow no wait i went bowling last night with friends i got my ass kicked by most but not last yay went on one of those dance machines lol didnt do to bad was good at the combos ! then we did car kareoke on the way back well the three of us in the back did and tortured the people in the front LMAO well i will let you go now
if you read this sentance you just wasted your time lol
went to kajs on monday and watched loads of anime and nana which was cool ! we even had ice cream and made fun of ninja res lol then on tues we had to get up really early to go to the beach with ob and chris which was really well worth it as it was so much fun we all went swimming me and kaja went the furthest of course ! watching kaja was like watching a kitten swim *cute* just the head bobbing up and down in the waves lol but was all fun when we all went out ! kaja barried me in the sand really deep there was loads of sand on me like a bid truck and just dumped it on me ! watch out for her if you fall alseep at the beach ! that was really fun more so for her but still fun lol we then went to a jap/chin restruant and had some of the best food ever ! and me and kaja had some sake which is really really strong and equally nice . then went back to kajas for a bit untill her dad took me back! kaja had to come to even thou she didnt have to which i have to say sorry for as she was really tired so sorry kaja-sama *bows*. over all AMAZING DAY FUCKING COOL TIME YAY
wow had a great time around obs tues-fri ^^^ loads happened manly with ob and chris but i cant/dont want to talk about that ! we played monkey ball even thou its a playstation game it really good ! played halo which everyone loved ! got better when we found thous lazer guns and rockets (kaja) thursday night was amazing ! i got hungry with everyone but si (shameas my lust wants him hehe) i think i got with kaja , ob , joe and baker then me si and baker went for a walk nothing happened *cough* that was fun lol kaja used my dressing gown as covers which was cool as the second time i was the one you put it on her as she had already fallen asleep ^^^ its safe to say it was one of or the best time i have ever had ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ YAYAYA
i saw thing question on a friends myspace thing sounds like i question i would make up so i had to use it ! . how would you rate me in your friends listings ? 1-5 1 being some one you nod to and walk by and 5 being best friend. be honest now !
i had great fun on fri went to see kaja ob and all the gang up in street ! we had ice cream for breaky and then had a shopping spree where i was finaly able to buy ob things ^^^ then we endded up in the park where we all got onto the see-saw O_o and we all sat down and talked about sex ^^^ well we talked about sex all day really ! it was great fun i want more days like that make me wish i had gone to strode now ! *cries* was nice to see everyone again ^^^^
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